Sometimes you wake up from crying yourself to sleep all night. Staying up wondering, “why am I not good enough? Why can’t I be like her?” You get out of bed, wash your tears away, and put on a mask for everyone to see. You pretend to be happy, to be more than perfect, to have everything in life together. You’re such a good actor that sometimes you even fool yourself. You fool yourself into thinking you’re okay, you’re happy, and that you can just get over it. You have so much pain inside that the second someone says “are you okay?”, you push them away with anger. “God why did you make me like this?” “Why are you putting me through this?” Questions to ask everyday. It’s seems as if you’re getting closer and closer to your breaking point. Closer and closer until you end it all. But before you make that choice, I want you to know that you’re not alone, because that girl is also me. For years I couldn’t see what God saw in me. I placed myself in so many horrible situations just to make myself feel better. Situations that only gave me temporary satisfaction. One day I got so tired and I was debating whether I should take my life, but something kept holding me…that was God. I didn’t know my worth and my beauty because I didn’t know my God. I didn’t know about His Love and Grace. I didn’t know that He made me with no mistakes. I didn’t know that He created me with a purpose. He didn’t just do this for me. He did I️t for you too✨ I know things may be hard, but don’t give up. Don’t give up that light that God has in your life. You might not be able to see things the way God does, but if you continue to trust in Him, his plan will come to life. You are beautiful in every way. No matter what shape, color, size. You are His Work of Art🖍. You’re beautiful; not because of your appearance, but because of your heart. God loves you beautiful, so why can’t you?
The girl with Low Self-Esteem ✨